Some people just don't realize how lucky they are.

Maybe I"m one of them.

Tomorrow....sch hols are over==work. ><

Don't know whether to be excited or worried.

Think of the money.

I haven't died, in case you're wondering....

Wahh..it's been a month since I last blogged. Sighs...I'm getting lazy.

Currently not working and sort of slacking...again.

Major Boredom man....

Life's been really dull, and I really feel that I've made many stupid decisions lately..just one after another.

I regret some, but I look forward to a new outcome. The past is the past, no point lamenting it, it's not gonna change.

In the paraphrased words of Edward Elric: Stand up and walk. Move on.

Isn't sort of creepy that I take moral lessons from anime?Lols.

Anyways, read a lot and watch a bit this season.

Anime:

None. T_T

Manga:

Hayate the Combat Butler. Another Gag Manga, but girlier and tamer than Gintama.

Higurashi no Naku Koro ni. Horror Story which comes in several parts and mysteries. Very cool and very nice. The question arcs i've read so far spooked the hell of me.

Still reading Bleach, which is getting slightly ridiculous as is One Piece. But Naruto has redeemed itself marginally with the new plotline. And DG is on hiatus...again. T_T

Hmmm....and Vampire Knight is progressing too slowly. I have more qns than answers now.

Shows:

Hana Yori Dango, Korean Ver.:Very nice, although since I skip episodes it's a bit disjointed.And I keep comparing the Jap and Kor version. Can't say which is nicer tho. Haha, but I like the Japs songs more.

Harper's Island: Nice and good potential, will watch more soon.

Blade,the Series: Can't wesley snipes act in it? Lols

Bones: finally cleared the 4th season, really nice, but plenty of loopholes that i can spot. '~' Looking forward to the 5th season.

And I'm going to NUS Btw. =)

And I still need to shop, lots...I figured that shoes really hate me and i can (re:will) get blisters from even a shoe that's proven to be blister proof. Like my new sandals. lols.

Haven't blogged for a long time. But then it's been really hectic lately...with the work and all.

Fuck....

Haven't felt this angry in a long long time. Life's so freaking unfair...

I'm tired of smiling at stupid children, who by right should be slapped silly then caned...

Rude...
Impolite...
Disrespectful...
STUPID Children that ought to understand suffering for at least one day.

So many children nowadays are being sent for treatment for stress...snorts.
My parents would just slap me, call me a lazy freak and forced me to go on...
And for so long, you'd feel that the whole world hates you and suicide isn't that bad...
I wonder if any of those children have ever gone through such a thing...
Instead, they go through a nice air-con room with a professional asking them..how do you feel?

Anyways...I mean they're stupid in the sense that they were never taught how to behave...sometimes ah, you look at the child and realise that one day he or she is gonna be some successful rich person with a better life than you and wonder...

where is the fairness in that? Majority of them are....just indescribable...

Many of them have never gone through physical punishment before. Parent probably sayang sayang them the whole life. My response: see what happened?

Obviously, praising children all the time can't be good. But that's what the parenting books ask you to do right? Snort. I still think that physical punishment is the most effective.

Seriously, I hope that none of my children turn out like that.

If you're wondering, I haven't got it out of my system yet...

Children are Evil Incarnate.

'nuff said.

Ok, first things first...got shortlisted for Law, yays go double degree!!! =D

Anyways, totally regretting that I didn't apply to the UK...arrgh...my A lvls would have gotten me in...my prelims on the other hand....

...so maybe
...I don't know....

Sigh...

Anyways, I still don't know whether to go for law or engineering...I'd rather engineering tho my parents hate it...and they always say it's my choice.

Yeah right, asses, then they lament that I didn't go for medicine or dentistry or business or law...in loud voices, so everyone in the vicinity can hear. So strangers can give me disappointed looks, lovely.

On another point, went to Tampines 1 today, second time after Sun, and there's still a freakishly long queue outside Uniqlo. And here was me thinking that weekdays would be less crowded. I didn't bother to queue up, heck the discount man. If I don't buy anything the time wasted was not worth it.

While on the bus back, it passed ITE college east (I think), and upon seeing the students, I felt guilty. Cos I'm worrying over this matter of which course would offer me better financial prospects, and here was this giant bunch of people who would not be as lucky as me in life, as in they won't be able to make such a choice. So I started thinking of how ignorant and arrogant I was and how sympathetic I should be for them.

Then they started to smoke and play their music loudly in the bus. Then the train of thought went from guilt and remorse to "Go to hell, idiots". I hate people who play music on the bus, especially at full blast.

Randomly, one of the ITE students had a bag with the rose cross on it. AKA the symbol of the Black Order, from DG. And I want it!!!

Anyone knows where to buy?

I know, I know.

Haven't Updated in a long long time. But in my defence, I was busy with work. And I seriously hate some of the kids. Some only. Some are really nice and think their cher is cool. haha

Anyways, I sorta dreading Tmr. Yeah. I wanna stay 18. 19 feels OLD. And nothing changes at 19.

And BTW, wondering where the hell my admission letter is for NUS and NTU. Starting to worry now. =(

I have a new respect for teachers. Seriously, after standing up for hours on end, my feet hurt. Doing it day after day...amazing. and dealing with insane and disrespectful children, even more admiration.

And gotta be amused by this kid right, who found out I liked anime. And he was like, "wah cher damn cool. Later can talk anot?"

HAHAHAHA.

Haha, and they make me feel old. =( I'm only 4 Years older and I feel so much more mature man. Haha, guess that's what JC does to you.

Anyways, want to go out soon. Any takers?

I'm back home in Singapore after 5 days of BKKing. =)

And the first dreamI had when I came back was so bloody depressing that I literally woke up crying, without realising it at first. I dreamt that not one single scholarship accepted me(A likely possibility), but other people got it. And the feeling of being a mediocre and insignificant bug weighed down on me. The feeling of being a faceless person, not being recognised at all, is honestly one of the most disturbing sensations I've ever felt. It hurt, a lot.

Digressing, I bought lots of stuff in BKK. =) Errm, think I took a lot of money from my parents though. Haha. But I resisted buying a lamp and bedsheet and shoes, haha...really regretting the shoes part.

But the amount of clothes and food...seriously alot. haha. I gained like 2 kg of weight too lah. T_T
Gotta start exercising.

Anyways, Ploy. Chill, relax. I don't mind. (Ok I mind) But I don't blame you. It's just like that. And my Dad won't mind lor. He got other things to do too. I won't hold anything against you. (Just use it as emotional blackmail)....ummm I just joking.

Now, on the off chance I'm going to thailand again, and I actually not manage to see you while you are suppose to be there, then I'll think that there's a thing fate is holding against us...

Haha, anyways...this trip was more shopping and there is not one foto of me in Thailand at all. Haha, but lots of pics of food. Cos this trip was just re-visiting places I went before.

Like MBK, JJ, WTC(now central world), temples, Yawaraj etc.
Will write more on a later date.

And Finally,

Happy Birthday Neri. =) It's only belated cos I couldn't blog in Thailand.

LA Song

Applied to NTU liao...gonna apply NUS soon...
I think I"m mostly decided on what to do.

Anyways, finally watched the Angel EP "Dead End", and Christian Kane was singing. The song is super nice. Now I want to hear his band's music...haha.

LA Song
Pretty girl on every corner
Sunshine turns the sky to gold
Warm, warm it's always warm here
And I can't take the cold

Street littered with diamonds
Everyones glistening
This whole world shine so brightly
And I can't see a thing

She's pretty as a picture
She is like a golden ring
Settles me with love and laughter
And I can't feel a thing

The skies gonna open
People going pray and crawl
It's gonna rain down fire
It's gonna burn us all

The skies gonna open
People going pray and sing
I can't feel a thing

She's pretty as a picture
She is like a golden ring
Settles me with love and laughter
And I can't feel a thing

The skies gonna open
People going pray and crawl
It's gonna rain down fire
It's gonna burn us all

The skies gonna open
People going prey and sing
I can't feel a thing

I can't feel...

Haha..anyways not in Spore till 24 Mar. =) But now I have to sign up for scholarships earlier. Mah Fan.

I think my parents feel I damn wishy-washy...now I want to do IS...and Com Eng. Yeah. But just for fun I want to try a double degree. lols.

Anyways, Dad bought me really nice things...haha, now I feel really guilty and greedy...he spent about 800++ dollars on me at the IT fair indulging my wants. I offered to pay him back, but he refused...now I feel more guilty. Cos Definitely will kope money from him to buy a laptop for Uni..and I'm eyeing the newest Vaio range...might have to downgrade now.

I may dislike some aspects of my Dad. But he can be really nice when he wants to. Haha, maybe I won't be so harsh on judging him so quickly.

And I realised that although I don't like Gray's Anatomy...their music is really nice. >.<
Like "Into the Fire" and "How to Save a Life" which I'm listening to. =)

Anyways, Ploy...I'm looking forward to meeting you soon. =)

BTW, I'm fully aware that my posts are getting longer with each succesive post. lols.