Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Exams are ending soon...

And lots of things to do after that....=DDD

Firstly: Move back home!!! =D
Second: Picnic. But no idea what to make/buy

Hmm, also, want to go cycling at the beach.
And go to Borders, Library, Shopping etc.

Must plan list of things to buy. There's this manga book at borders that I really want, and lots of new stuff too...

Gonna go learn driving soon...

Heh, I think my brain is dead.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Exams in 2 weeks....so dead lah...

And I need to lose weight, why is everyone else losing weight instead? >___<

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Feel like an ass.

Sighs why is it that I always feel bad when I do something bad, but no one feels bad when they do something bad to me...

T_T

Monday, October 26, 2009

Which is more disrespectful?

The person who refuses to eat a still moving fish?
Or the one who does?

The fish is already dead, not eating it is not gonna change anything, and that fish just gave up its life for nothing.

Always appreciate what you have. And remember that someone suffered for you to get something nice. That always puts things in perspective

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Signs that you are addicted to the computer..

1. You turn it on at any opportunity.
2. You cringe at the thought of not using your computer for extended periods of time.
3. You turn on the computer for the most mundane of reasons. (e.g. to check the meaning of the word).
4. You turn it on for the above mentioned purpose and end up doing some trivial, like plating games.
5. You stress over games with time based objectives and use the computer for that.
6. You want to turn on the computer in less than 10 seconds after you switch it off.
7. You cannot leave the computer idle when it is on, and will use it.
8. You write this list entirely from personal experience.
9. You use the computer even if you have nothing to do on it.
10. You use the computer even when you don't want to use it.
11. You think that someone is gonna send you an important message soon, so you insist on leaving the computer on.
12. Even if the computer is cutting into study time, you still use it.

Haha, really I should be studying right now and doing my paper, but...my blogging seems inversely related to deadlines that I have to meet.
But seriously, I think I'm sorta addicted to the comm...

Friday, October 9, 2009

Duality of nature.
Yin and Yang.
For every reaction there must be an equal and opposite reaction.

Can we be happy without pain?
Can we appreciate life without suffering?
Can we exist if there is no deaths?

Why is it that I always act like that before tests, especially since they have nothing to do with philosophy?


Saturday, October 3, 2009

Just once, I'd like to blog in Japanese.
It'll be fangirly and so grammatically incorrect that any Japanese purist would probably hunt me down and kill me. Haha.

BTW, I'm drawing again. =DD Also might post my art online sometime. Might as well let them be seen. Just don't criticize till I never want to drawn again ok?

Friday, October 2, 2009

Mid Terms. Urrgh

I think my brain cracked in two.

Or not.

Mid terms haven't ended. Finished MA1505 and PC1432 test liao, but I think I totally screwed up. Tomorrow's BSP1005 and next week is CG1101. So dead. and I haven't started on my term paper yet. Fucked up man.

Seriously fucked up.

And somehow I still am blogging. Can you say insane?

BTW, I passed Japanese Elementary 2. ^^ Super happy about that, and I'm hoping to carry through to Intermediate. Although Japanese is getting way more confusing now. I'll push through somehow.

And I hope I'll be free in 2 weeks time, after my deadlines meet. =PP *hint hint*

Pushing onwards now, can't afford to screw up. Just gotta do my best.
がんばって!

Monday, September 28, 2009

In which a rant and a review is combined

Ever have a moment where you lose complete faith in the human race?

Well I did. At my Japanese lesson's exam, a group of adults, i.e at least 20plus of age, actually conspired to cheat in that exam by copying each other. It's honestly, quite despicable, as certain newspaper reports often mentioned that a young person, teenager age maybe, has maturity beyond his years. Honestly, I doubt that maturity comes with age, but with experience, being older means that you just get more opportunity for experience since you have lived for a longer time.

That particular phrase doesn't hold water to me anymore, especially since I happened to chance upon a pathetic sample of the species homo sapiens. If another species were to examine them and extrapolate their results as traits defining that the human race, well, they would probably not bother to even interact with us. Maybe that's why there is a lack of extraterrestrial activity on earth, cos aliens have sampled the wrong batch of people. (LOL)

Back to the point, I'm quite disheartened to see that episode really, because I believe that in many places around the world, this is commonplace. Shows how the mighty have fallen. (Giving up morals for status).

Before anyone harps on me however, I honestly admit to copying. Homework and notes only though. Never exams or tests. Exams are a measurement of understanding, by copying you are doing a disservice to yourself, dishonouring the setter's effort and undermining your potential employer's confidence in you. I cannot imagine doing that to a person. It's pretty much fraud. You probably could equate them to being a different breed of con-artist. That's why I draw the line at cheating.

Before, your brain turns to mush from the mix of conspiracy theory, math logic and ethics debate that I somehow manage to merge, you might realise that I'm not up to standard anymore. The English used is of a standard far far below my previous capability. University has sapped away my English proficiency. I want to take an English class, prefably on Etymology. (I originally spelled Entomology, go find out which is which) Does NUS provide one?

Ok, I'm gonna break the sombre mood of the post to tell you I'm having mid terms, i haven't started on my research paper and I haven't gone for lecture yet. Haiz, I'm so dead. And still, I manged to think that I still wanna go shopping and have fun. My priorities are screwed up. ><
Still, I wanna meet everyone soon, my social life went from minuscule to non-existent. Which is not only pretty sad, but downright depressing.

I also finished the newest Dan Brown novel, The Lost Symbol. My review? Go and read it. It's a fast paced entertaining story, not exactly high brow reading material and you could pretty much find a tonne of loopholes and sort of pointless divergences, and the final plot twist is probably gonna make you roll your eyes.(Or snort really loudly and go "WTF?!") Still, entertaining till the very end where it sorta fell flat. But Dan Brown's good at making the mystery trail suspenseful and a hit to read, so it's not too bad. Still, I like Deception Point more though.

By the way, just watch the newest episode of Bones, and all I can say is: How far-fetched can you get? But it's still my favourite show, so no complains, though the plot about the scholarship sorta made me really depressed. ><

Gonna end here, so I can go back to nerding and get a CAP of 5.0 (hopefully) =P

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Marginally saner compared to last time...but not by very much.

Dying under all the homework, and yet amazingly, still procrastinating. Sighs, what's wrong with me? Where did all my motivation go?

Sighs, I can't even keep up with classes anymore, I so freaking stressed out.